pure heaviosity

my grandmother passed away on friday morning...
i was a pallbearer with my brother and 4 cousins.
spent the weekend surrounded by religion and death talks.
this morning i proposed to my mother the following:

if there was a god and i was sent to hell then wouldn't satan be on my side? wouldn't he be like "high five you non-believer"?

nonetheless it was heavy weekend.
got to eat lots of egg salad triangle sandwiches though.
i wish i could've recorded her before she passed away.
i chose this picture because she was an amazing pianist and a very faithful member of the Catholic church.
r.i.p. grandma.

3 days till holidays.
mountains.
music.